I cannot stress enough, how annoyed and frustrated I can get. I spend every waking moment, praying and hoping that I don't anger my boyfriend. And I keep, keep failing. And I swear... Some of those reasons, are most definitely not legitimate.
What did I even do! These little things that make him mad, that sometimes, are not even my fault. I honestly cannot comprehend. It's been three months and he has gotten mad at me... five times, maybe? Sometimes I ask myself why I put up with this, and really the only answer I have, is that because I love him. Every time he gets mad at me, it really does hurt me. I hate it when he's mad at me, even though I technically have done nothing wrong.
I love being with him, I really do. But when he's mad at me.... I continuously question myself why I put up with this. In reality, I could actually just leave because all this does is pile on to my stress even more. I really, really, really hate it, and it is so frustrating. My friends have told me countless times that it's not my fault and that I should just leave it until he comes around. And I do try to do that, but ignoring him is one of the hardest things ever.
I stick around because I feel like he's worth it. And I really hope so.